im gonna start weightwatchers.
need to lose about 5 pounds by next monday.
its my goal.:]
i hope i can do itttt.
wish me luck.




todays diet:
-salad
-orange
-slim jim
- yogurt (lowfat)'
-juice

i think i did pretty good.
hows everyone doing?

Current Location: asdfghjkl
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: hey brittany - FTSIK

 last night my mom caught me purging. i thought shed have a fit.
but nope. i said i was feeling sick. and she believed me! what an utterly gullable woman!!!!
she kept me home today so im very bored. i enjoy school sorta.
so relieved. ayyyye yae yae! strvingartist said id go back to rehab, but nope. Whew!
i knew i wouldnt go back to rehab though.

well see you later! going to Aarons =]
btw: he loved his gifts and birthday...thanks for your suggestions!

Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: rediscover

does anyone else have a stomach/gut that sorta pudges out but its not fat or anything its just sort of...there?


I DO! AND I HATE HATE HATE IT!

anyone know how to get rid of this shit?

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: jeffree star

this weeks diet makes me happy:

peanuts (1 serving, salted)
hard pretzels (2 servings)
protein bars (4)
apple
salad (1 serving)
granola bar
water
water
and more water
and yesterday i did 320 situps
yay!

and my weight is..................... 94!
 about 2 weeks ago: 112

Current Mood: satisfied
Current Music: rediscover!

anybody like the band Breathe Carolina, Metro Station, Playradioplay! ?
i love them and they always make me happier.


random i know hah. =/ 

Current Mood: drained
Current Music: breathe carolina

What the fuck?! My entry just got deleted!!! And it was important and long.....GRRR really pissed off!
Did that happen to anyone else????

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Aaron playing guitar hero

im going on a date tonight with a boy named Aaron. im super duper excited. we are going to this carnival with my friend James and Kara. So its sort of a double date, which i am not such a fan of. But hey, this guy seems like a real sweetie. hes really cute with shaggy brownish hair and green eyes and hes 16! well i go to the carnival at 5:30. i dont know what to wear. i was thinking: the jeans my mom just bought me for tonight, my blue and black urban outfitters shirt, silver bangles, silver star earring, and my blue and silver ballet flats...does that sound okay??? 
Suggestions please!!!!

Tags: happy =] dateeee
Current Mood: bouncy

 hey i was wondering if anyone here as heard of that diet pill, Fastin???
I need a new diet pill I remember my granny had it in her cabinet, back when.
If thats not a good one to take does any body know another one??

thanks guys!
happy mommys day, to those of you who are mommys lol!!!
XOXO


ps: guess what! just got asked on a date by this guy who is a friend of my friends! =]
extra happy! want pics??

Current Location: my room
Current Mood: jubilant

ARGH!!!
so much for my liquid diet =[[[[
i just had a mad binge and ate some fried potatoes and 2 fucking scrambled eggs(with ketchup) and some OJ!!!!

like how many calories is that???? 600???
 ugh i feel fat and gross...
i think ill go burn it all off by exercising a bunch!!! 
UGH GROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM GROSS!!!!!
FOODS GROSS!!!!!!
 I PROLLY GAINED LIKE 5 POUNDS NOW, WELL AT LEAST IT FEELS LIKE IT!

Current Mood: nauseated
Current Music: my room of gloom

 whoa!
i just weighed myself and guess how much i weigh?
115!!!!!!!!!

thats 4 pounds less than my goal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOT!
and i just got asked by my crush to dinner! im all ready to go!
wish me luck  (hope he isnt a jerk!)

Current Mood: giddy